this side of paradise
i'm romantic - a sentimental person thinks things will last - a romantic person hopes against hope that they won't


Saturday, August 30, 2003  

MOVIE SCRIPT ENDING


last night i found the boy sitting at his house - apparently he had tried feverishly to find me earlier in the day when i was at my mothers house getting well - or actually sleeping and getting well - but none the less he tried to find me and i think that is great -

eventually i got him up out of his house and over to my apt to watch Lord of the Rings II which was a very good movie - i don't have the first one on video - i thought it was kind of a bore - but i liked the second one and so i got it and we watched it - he enjoyed it - and asked some questions in between certian events - other then that we sat by each other and watched -

when the movie was over i tried to get him to stay at my place - but he just took me into the bed room and put me in bed saying he wasn't feeling to well - and that neither was i - and that he was going to go home and get some sleep - and after a little bit of me fighting it - he laid down next to me until i fell asleep and then he left - it was very sweet and it only makes me care for him more -




posted by Scott | 1:06 PM


Friday, August 29, 2003  

BETTER THEN EVERTHING


so we are talking again - and as of right now things are going well - i feel like we have gotten past some things - mainly i needed to know he wanted me - and he needed me to be truthful about certian things - and i think that we have acheived that - so again this starts - and a cronical of things that happen -


lately i have been staying at his house every night - and i do love it so much - to sleep beside him is heavenly and i truelly feel like i am with the person i want to be with forever - it is a wonderful feeling -



posted by Scott | 1:54 PM
old thought patterns
time to flee
a broken heart
a sad heart
a girl who wears glasses
l'autre jay
knitting factory
ree in the city
a life to own
sinister
belle & sebastian
the fifth layer of hell
mail delivery service
what to do when you get there
stolen souls
ghosts of the present are free ghosts of the present break hearts ghosts of the present in love
the relevance of the personage
"personality is a physical matter almost entirely; it lowers the people it acts on-i've seen it vanish in a long sickness. but while a personality is active, it overrides the 'next thing'. now a personage, on the other hand, gathers. he is never thought of apart from what he's done. he's a bar on which a thousand things have been hung-glittering things sometimes, as ours are, but he uses those things with a cold mentality back of them." - from this side of paradise by f.scott.fitzgerald