this side of paradise
i'm romantic - a sentimental person thinks things will last - a romantic person hopes against hope that they won't


Thursday, November 27, 2003  

TIME


so as of today - the twenty-seventh - it has been one year since i have known the boy - and i am very happy that i am still with him - that i see him - mostly everyday - and that i know me is what is for me - last night we all went out - the friends and us to the bars the night before thanksgiving -

so i had something to give him - i had gone out about two weeks before and i purchesed a nice id bracelet for him and had it inscribed with the date that i had met him on the outside and some little thing on the inside - i didn't know if he would actually wear it alot - or even at all - but i wanted to get him something that was good and to show him what i think - and truthfully - i know i didn't have to get him anything - i could have just given him myself - which would be hard to wrap up in a bow i think - but none the less - he has told me before not to get him things - and yeah - i know i don't have to get him things to show i love him - but more so - i want to do it for him - i want to do it - i like to do it - i love to do it - to see him - give me the look he does - and tell me that he is gonna kick my ass for it - its all worth it - it means everything -

so last night we went out - and stoped at a whole bunch of bars in town - westside, uptown and downtown - all over the place - about 8 bars in total i think - it was good and fun - rebakkah clitorus, the boy and myself - it was cheep drinks and bar fights all around - we saw beautiful schlitz stained glass lights and listened to tammy winette singing about "standing by your man" - all in all i had a wonderful evening - even better then i had imagined it would be - but after the last bar and at 1:45 a.m. - i went with the boy back to his house and gave him what i had gotten him -

does he like it? - - - yeah i would say that he likes it - he'll probably always say i shouldn't have gotten it - but i wanted to - cause he is the best thing -





posted by Scott | 9:21 PM


Saturday, November 15, 2003  

ONE YEAR IN THE MAKING


so its almost been one year since i met the boy - yup - how great is that - well things are going well right now - i am very happy with how things are going - i couldn't be happier with him - he is the best - i love him -





posted by Scott | 10:33 PM
old thought patterns
time to flee
a broken heart
a sad heart
a girl who wears glasses
l'autre jay
knitting factory
ree in the city
a life to own
sinister
belle & sebastian
the fifth layer of hell
mail delivery service
what to do when you get there
stolen souls
ghosts of the present are free ghosts of the present break hearts ghosts of the present in love
the relevance of the personage
"personality is a physical matter almost entirely; it lowers the people it acts on-i've seen it vanish in a long sickness. but while a personality is active, it overrides the 'next thing'. now a personage, on the other hand, gathers. he is never thought of apart from what he's done. he's a bar on which a thousand things have been hung-glittering things sometimes, as ours are, but he uses those things with a cold mentality back of them." - from this side of paradise by f.scott.fitzgerald